Articles delving into the construct of the real matrix we are living in


Life is Not Always What *You* Make It (re: Law of Attraction)

No doubt, you’ve heard the meme, “life is what you make it“. If you are suffering, then you may be offended by this belief. Those who support this idea use the new-age concept of the law of attraction to try to make you feel responsible for the circumstances you find yourself in.

If you are a rape victim, suffering with cancer, a victim of abuse, an incest survivor, or a nonconsensual human experimentee, for example, you may find yourself running across people in certain groups who want to make you feel like you deserve your suffering, or that you somehow attracted it to you, or that you consented to it. I am hear to tell you that this is not true. I have done enough research (on mind control, patents, etc.), seen enough documents & photos, seen enough people behaving in ways confirming the idea that mind control exists, to know that life is not always what you make it. In fact, your life may have been planned before you were even born into this world.

lawofattractionThere are a whole lot of new-agers out there who would like to convince you that if you just think positive, things will get better. They will tell you, through their many memes, that you attracted your suffering into your life. They use this idea of the law of attraction to substantiate this claim. Don’t buy it. If there is truth to the concept of law of attraction, it goes way deeper than you just being the cause of your suffering by being negative. If you are negative, there may be a deeper cause for it that you could not have attracted to you because it most likely happened before you were born or shortly thereafter. If you are a new age, law of attraction supporter, you will probably dismiss this outright and stop reading, but I am of the hope that you will continue and achieve some compassion for those who were made to be negative against their will/consent, and recognize that there are many things that impact a person’s mind before they even reach the age of 5, including trauma, negative programming from parents, programming from movies, and a host of other subversive methods of forcing people into certain mindsets and patterns of behavior.

If you are suffering, and have been seeing those meme posts on the internet stating something like, “Some people create their own storms and then get upset when it rains”, please understand that those who push the idea of law of attraction either have maybe recently found it & believe it will change their lives, or they profit from pushing the idea . I was once in the first category. I tried the methods and they did not work for me.

What I am seeing too much of these days is people using this idea of law of attraction to blame victims of various atrocities.

If you recognize that mind control exists, which I have proven in other articles at this blog, then you must also realize that, if the law of attraction is real, it can be manipulated by those with power to sabotage whole groups of people.

Those who would dismiss this article outright will probably not consider the fact that mind control actually exists in this world, and that it is ubiquitous. Those exceptions who do seem to recognize that mind control really exists somehow do not make the connection that mind control, by definition, removes freewill (or at least a large chunk of it) & would impact the way the law of attraction works. They will not acknowledge that mind control occurs on more levels than is popularly written about (such as language & archetypes). They won’t even consider the possibility that trauma in infancy, which gets repeated as you get older, may have different effects on different people based on their background. They will insist that life is what you make it.

I have proof that this is not true:

First of all, there are many adoption scandals being exposed on the net. While most of the cases reported are about babies being sold to other parents, the most rightsideimplantmarginalized victims of baby stealing are the ones who got sold into human experimentation programs. I say this because it seems that no one out there wants to admit this is going on. I have the proof. I have implants in each of my ears. I believe it was done, when I was a newborn, during the adoption process, before I ever got out of the hospital. Would this sort of mind control have a serious impact on my thought processes? I think so. Did I attract this into my life before I was even born? I seriously doubt it. If someone believes this is my karma, please see below; the paragraph that begins with the word “Fifth”.

Second, there are traumas that many people go through that can change the way a person’s mind works, even if you are not a nonconsensual human experimentee. A ritual drowning at 3y/o, being circumcised, or being separated from your natural mother at birth are all perceived as life-threatening traumas by an infant or a very young child. Trauma seriously impacts the functions of the brain by elevating cortisol, which impairs the functioning of memory.

Third, negative programming or verbal abuse from parents & other family members can become a self-fulfilling prophecy, which means that you personally didn’t attract the negative situation to you. Rather, your programmers caused you to attract it to you, if you believe law of attraction exists.

Fourth, if there is a law of attraction, it seems to be influenced by the collective consciousness before we are ever born & it can relate to symbolic things like the tarot or astrology, causing a person to behave similarly to their archetype(s), whether they are familiar with them or not. It can also relate to archetypal memes, like the “justice is blind” phrase, which may not mean what people think it means (see link “how-do-they-get-away-with-it” at the bottom of this page). This is why I think it is working with, or is influenced by, the collective consciousness. This is a process known as Archetypal Transference, & I have witnessed it in myself & others, based on their birthdates with relation to the tarot & astrology, whether they believe in these “disciplines” or not.

IraqiOrphanFifth, things like this image should make people question how the little girl in this photo attracted her circumstances to her, or at the very least, if law of attraction works in the way they were made to believe it does. Many law of attraction supporters will then respond with the karma argument. If this is about karma, then the law of attraction is not as cut and dry as the proponent would have people believe.

With regards to karma, I leave you with an excerpt from a transcript of one of Alan Watt’s blurbs (found here ––Darwins_Repackaged_Religion_and_The_New_Age_Mar062008.html):

“Alan:  See, it all ties together. Everything ties together.

“Moreover it really makes no difference what labels are attached because in the final analysis “God” is everyone’s “Higher Self.” It would be inconsistent with New Age philosophy to criticize Satanism even if it included molestation of children, suicide, murder and human sacrifices. There was no need for them to deny anything. On what basis can any behavior no matter how horrifying be “discriminated” against? The murderer is only fulfilling karma as Edgar Mitchell, Shirley MacLaine et al tell us, they are “never any victims.”

“Alan:  You see it’s your karma if you came back and got murdered. It was all preordained because of how you lived a previous life and so on.  This is literally how they rationalize this insanity. That’s how they rationalize it. You know there are people who work at the United Nations who believe in this and who say that those people in the Middle East who are getting blown up chose to be there at this time. That’s how insane this all is and it’s not just at the bottom. You see, the higher up you go in a civil society, civil service and so on and bureaucracy, the more they’re into this stuff because they get taught courses in it beginning with human potential movements and then they go up, paid for by the taxpayer. People should really do their homework and look into what’s going on because it’s all around you. They give you the leaders, the shepherds to follow and people follow quite happily never questioning, never ever being cautious. No reason to be cautious really and no one is warning you to be cautious at all.

“It’s interesting that even Oprah over the many years has had various New Agers on pushing the same thing and promoting even the Course in Miracles, which anyone who heard little sayings that are pronounced sometimes would like this is a book of nice sayings, but it’s one of the biggest roller coasters into the New Age that you can imagine. It’s the whole gambit that ties it all together. One of many, mind you, but heavily promoted and you’ll find people who are actually leading the New Age and even appearing to oppose what’s happening in the world, you’ll find some of their relatives in the past helped to fund that book into existence.”


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Why Is Justice Blind?

blindjusticearchetypeWhy Is Justice Blind?

If you were completely foreign to the meme, “justice is blind“, how would you view that statement or its associated archetype? Would you not find the idea of justice that cannot see as strange?

While I have covered this particular meme in other documents about Archetypal Transference, I wanted to address it specifically in a document that is shorter & therefore easier to read.

The phrase “justice is blind“, is said to mean that justice is impartial, or that it is not biased, but I strongly disagree. The latter phrase is only two more syllables than the former. Is it really that much harder to say “justice is impartial”? How about “justice is fair“? Wouldn’t that last phrase be more accurate if one was trying to imply hat justice was “impartial”?

I believe the phrase “justice is blind” is a type of spell. It has become a sort of self-replicating meme, repeated by people who believe it means something other than what seems to be the actual intent behind such a phrase. The more people repeat it, the more the situation has become so. This is readily evident in the world today, if you’ve been paying attention.

If you are a victim of someone else’s misdeeds & find it difficult to get justice for your cause, you may understand this.

If you recognize the structure of western society, whereby corporations continue to rip of consumers by not only removing jobs from the country that spends the most money on theirblindjusticesculpture products, but by also ripping off their new employees in foreign countries by paying them less than a decent or living wage for their labor, & then rips off the consumer by skimping on their labor & raw materials, thus creating a substandard product, then you may recognize how justice has been anything but fair lately.

If you understand that the creation of the fed has helped to put the USA in ruin, then you may see the larger truth of what I am saying.

If you see how a relatively small portion of the population is wrongfully profiting from other people’s suffering, then you are seeing an effect of Archetypal Transference related to the whole “justice is blind” concept….

You may see the actual ramifications of getting people to repeat the phrase, “justice is blind”, over & over again over a period of many years, since around the 15th century justiceblind(

If you do an internet search for the phrase, “justice is blind“, you may find more than one definition of it, many of which continue to point to the idea that it means that justice is impartial. This is a fallacy, designed to snow you, the public, into bringing about the condition of your own slavery, using what is referred to as “the law of attraction”.

The familiar icon, of the blindfolded woman holding the so-called scales of justice & a sword, is an archetype…. or is it an “archetypo“? Why would anyone want justice to be blind? Can she see how those scales are (in reality) way of balance? Apparently not.

To answer the question of the why, one must understand who profits & benefits the most from this forced manipulation of reality. Discover who controls most of the world’s wealth, & you will see who is behind this spell of a meme that began centuries ago, & has created a real dystopia for those who are the victims of this unfair & biased system of things.

blindjusticeI honestly feel that it is time to take the blindfold off of “Lady Justice” so that she may finally be able to do her job correctly. Justice should be fair, not blind.


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Symbolism in Language and Numbers

matrix(Metaphysical Forensics)

This article is a revision of a previous article called, ”Mind Control Using Symbolism in Words and Numbers”. The original article is linked below.

Symbolism works on both visual & phonetic levels, on a subconscious level, to affect the psyche (a word that is derived from Greek & Latin words that refer to the spirit), which is why it works so well, and also why so many people don’t see it happening.

They cannot see the forest for the trees.

Or perhaps, those who cannot see it are still somewhat unconscious. Regardless of this fact, we are all born into these circumstances, through no fault of our own.

Some might even recognize language as a type of spell, no pun intended. So all of, visual symbolism, phonetic symbolism, combined with the over use of the archetypes forms the matrix we are living in.

Whatever the case may be, language is one of the first things an infant begins to learn in an effort to communicate. It is visual & phonetically perceived, once a person begins to learn to write. Texting has allowed for people to see more clearly the symbolism inherent in our language.

There are many methods of mind control that have been uncovered. As most of you know, there is symbolism and subliminals used in movies, music, and television; there are also high tech forms of mind control, using implants (nano or otherwise) and other technologies; there is mind control involving the use of trauma to mess with the human being’s psychology; there is a form of mind control that uses popular archetypes to remove freewill to a large degree; and then there is the manipulation of language. While the technology I have researched seems to be completely plausible, I am taking a look at language (specifically, the English Language, which is to a great degree, credited to Sir Francis Bacon) in this article, because it has been around much longer than the technology currently in use has been, and has a wider scope of impact.

Language, including words, names, phrases, and slang, seems to contain a disproportionate amount of negative symbolism (considering many root words), and it can even sometimes be confusing, albeit on a level that is hard to discern. This creates a subconscious and subtle base layer of confusion which then sets the stage for general mind control using other technologies, like movies, music, and television, for example.

Because symbolism bypasses the conscious mind and goes straight into the subconscious, it is a type of programming, especially when used in language, which is learned during the most impressionable years of a child’s life.

Here are some words & numbers that should be looked at symbolically, given the way symbolism affects the human psyche (Remember, these examples of symbolism in language can be visual and/or phonetic):

As I’ve noted in other documents, the word “psyche” is a Greek word denoting the spirit, which speaks volumes in itself. So psychology, then, is really the study of the spirit.

Sacred: the sacral chakra was originally described as red.

Century and Millennia: “cent” means 100, thus a century = 100 years. “Mill” refers to 1000,000, but a millennia = 1000 years (not a million years). Like the way certain months are not in line with their numbering, I contend that things like this can throw the psyche out of balance, in a subconscious way, thus making it easier for a person to be programmed by the above mentioned technologies.

Therapist = “the rapist”, which I had picked up many years ago, from a movie called, “Girl Interrupted” (Angelina Jolie’s character says it).

Ever noticed how many names have the word “war” in them? Warburg, Warner, Warren (as in the Warren Commission), are a few. By the way, “war” is not exactly fair, is it, yet there is a term out there known as “warfare”… does this word, because of the way it sounds symbolically, make it so that more people accept war happening in our world?

Which brings us to the expression, “all’s fair in love and war”, but it isn’t true. However, does the prevalence of that expression in our world, subconsciously make people accept things that occur in love and war?

Root Words: Consider how many words and names have root words like “ill”, “ow”, “mar”, “mal”, “war” or “ick” in them. Examples are Bill, Bow, Mark, Malcolm, warning, and Trick, respectively. What about “lack”, as in black & slack? I am sure you can think of other examples.

Left vs. Right:

Okay, so the word “right” usually refers to the following in the English language: a direction, right handed, correct, the conservative party… phonetically, there is also rite, as in a ritual; or write; or also right as in “human rights”, while….

The word “left” traditionally refers to: a direction, left as in the “liberal party”, and left as in “gone”. By the way, left-handedness is often called “south paw”… is there any symbolism there? If right means “correct”, does left symbolically mean “wrong”? Question: What happens if a person is naturally left-handed, but made to be right-handed? I ask this with the knowledge that a stroke in the left hemisphere of the brain has effects on the right side of the body & vice versa. Is this how the whole left-handers are right brained, and right-handers are left brained concept was developed? If someone who is left-handed is made to be right-handed, would it take them out of their right mind, symbolically, metaphorically, metaphysically, spiritually? Some illustrious scientist ought to do a study on the effects of forcing a left-hander to be right-handed, instead of experimenting with brain implants on children from compromised groups (like adoptees). Back in the day, left handedness was considered a sign of being a witch, and meant that a person was “evil”…

This brings me to the word “evil”… Is Eve ill?

While we’re on the biblical: what about “Cain & Abel”? Abel=able (as in “able-bodied”) Cain=cane (as in a tool to help a person walk)… could Cain have been disabled??? Dis Abel (dis-as in disrespect). Is this some kind of a joke? Did Cain really kill Abel? Judging by their names, it seems to me that Cain was disabled. I hope you don’t think I am blaspheming here, because I am simply searching for the truth.

How about Noah? No – ah??? As in “no relief“? Why was he one of God’s most favored in the bible? Because he got no relief? I mean… I wonder about this.

Graven = as past participle of “grave”, meaning “fraught with danger or harm”.

So are graven images merely images that are fraught with danger or harm? When I look at certain trump cards of the tarot, like the Tower, the Hanged Man, and Death, for example, this seems to be the case. It also seems to be the case in the use and near worship of the crucifix that so many people are fond of. Please see my document:

Or… what if graven images are those that have, over time, become engraven into the collective unconscious?

Justice = “just us” (from Jordan Maxwell), but how about “just-ice”?

Why is justice blind anyway? Some people say that this phrase relates the idea that justice is impartial. Well, why not just say “justice is impartial”? I need her to be sighted and to see the whole truth, because I feel like I am being judged for actions or behaviors taken out of context. Why can I not get justice for the horrible things that have been done to me ever since I was taken from my mother at birth, if the United States is supposed to be about “liberty and justice for all”? Alas, the ideal of “justice” has simply become yet another simulacrum in our modern world, only to be found in a clothing line these days.

Lettuce: “Let us” (let who?)

Black: “Be Lack”

Week: “weak”

Father: “Fat Her”

Mother: “M Other”

Government = govern= to control and ment=mind =”control of the mind” (from Michael Tsarion)

Horus = “Whore us” (us or U.S.?)

Hermes = “her-me’s”

Masons = “Ma-sons”

Masturbate = “master”, as in ruler, and “bait” as in what you use to go fishing.

Peace = piece=a gun or (piece of?) = peas

Nazi = “Not see” or “Not C”

Frequency = Freak when c or Free Quincy?

Alphabet = alpha (male) bet (wager)

DISC= “dis” “c” (as in disrespect)

Curfew = “cure few”

Culture= “cult”ure = as in a cult, or as in a petri dish

Television= “tell-a-vision”

Metaphor = “meta” (above, beyond, before, or about); phor= “four” (4th trump of tarot is the Emperor card), so metaphor seems to favor the rulers of this world.

History = “his story” and Hebrews = “He brews” are easy examples of the misogynistic nature of our world.

Women are said to age less gracefully than men. Could the word “heritage” have something to do with that?

9 = Nine = “nein” = “no”(from Michael Tsarion)

11 = Eleven = El (a name of God, as in “elohim”) even (equal) eleven = 11th trump of various tarot decks (research them: in most, it means “justice”, or “strength”, while in one deck, it means “lust”). 11th sphere of cabala is supposed to represent “knowledge”, but it is often missing from the cabbalistic tree. So does 9/11 equate to “no justice”, “no strength, or “no knowledge”???? Did all those people die as blood sacrifices to empower some desire for no justice, strength, or knowledge??

12 = tw elve as in elves.

Most people recognize that Santa is an anagram of satan

Regarding numbers, would it not throw a young psyche off balance to learn the word “oct” (as in “octagon”) means “eight”, yet October is the 10th month? How about “sept” meaning seven, even though September is the 9th month? And don’t forget November and December. “Nov” means 9, and “Dec” refers to 10 (see: “Decade”). I have heard one person say that they had added on a few months in the names of Augustus and Julius Ceasar, but that is no reason to name the last four months out of sync with the way they are numbered. Also, a natural calendar would have 13 months of 28 days each, since the word “month” refers to “moon”.

Music = mu (12th letter of greek alphabet) & sic (“as intentionally so written”), and also “muse sick”. So this word, sic, could be symbolically felt as “12, as in intentionally so written”. As someone with a 12/12 birthdate, I cannot help but feel I have been programmed.

I have heard some people say “Obama nation”…  it sounds like they’re saying “abomination” or “Oh bomb a nation”.

So when I hear people speak about freewill, I beg to differ if a portion of us are affected by these negative and/or confusing things in our language. It seems to me that more often than not, people are reacting to situations or circumstances set up long before we were ever born. This kind of destroys the concept of freewill for me. Especially when I consider how my adoptive mother named me with the initials, “C.A.T.”, and didn’t even like cats. Could that have had something to do with the way I was mistreated and neglected when I was growing up? Then, as an up and coming art student, I met a fellow student with the last name of “Skinner”, who was able to somehow steal many of ideas and ended up ruining my career and my life. The phrase, “How many ways can you skin the cat” comes to mind. Again, I ask, is this some kind of a joke?

Also, I have heard it said, many times, that animals are more sensitive than people. Could this have something to do with why I had such a hard time dealing with being bullied and neglected by my adoptive parents? They would often tell me I was too sensitive. Could my being “extra sensitive” have something to do with the self-fulfilling prophecy of my mother calling me stupid, and saying that I would never amount to anything?

For those of you who think I am being blasphemous, I ask you to remember that the Bible states that God loves the truth, which is all I am trying to find and talk about. I am sadly reminded of the song, “Blasphemous Rumors”, by Depeche Mode, where they sing, “I don’t want to start any blasphemous rumors, but I think that God has a sick sense of humor, and when I die, I expect to find him laughing”. Doesn’t the bible also say that the Truth shall set you free”? I sure hope so. I sure hope that God can see how all my life seems like it has been orchestrated and lived as a reaction to a negative programming (including much more than just the language), over which I had no control.

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